anything wierd happens, Im OK. . .

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Yesterday I found a screw head on the floor, like the magnetic ones you put into a screw driver so get flat or Phillips out of it. Anyhow, it was in the exact location as it was the other day when I put it up. I made a conscience effort the other day to put this screw head in it's righteous place b/c I found it in some clothes I was washing. I put this screw head up, there was no way it could have ended up from the cabinet to the floor again.

Well, also about 2 days ago I felt a warm fuzzy feeling come over me (not exactly warm fuzzy, I just dont know a better way to describe it). It was the same feeling I had the day I was in the hospital in 2004 and later found out it was the center of my soul's time line. Back then it was a razor blade that marked me being aware of the center. Soon after feeling that I was in the center certain redundancies appeared. I suppose that makes sense, I was in the center working my way in the other direction. It'd be natural to see other redundant things if that were to occur. The redundancies lasted for several months after reaching center. I had to get far enough away that I didn't recognize them anymore.

I realize now that I saw the redundancies for so long the first time because I wasn't making the right choices to get further away. So, the quicker these go away this go around, the better off I am. They do lead to some personally amusements though when I notice them.

I believe, no, I hope the same thing is occurring now. When reaching the center of ones time line (and realizing it) the opportunity arises to slush off the bad portions of your soul. As moving away from the center offers redundancies seen from the other, opposite, side. If I can realize when these occur, I can change my prior outcome by acting on them better. Other redundancies will occur that I have no control over, these artifacts will let me know where in the time line I stand, since I don't have a cosmic clock that tells me.

Guys, I don't know whats on the road ahead, but whatever it is. It's a good one.
It something happens, I'm OK.

For those one you wondering how can I reach the center twice? I don't know exactly. My theory is, is that my soul is remarkable different from 2004. The portions I have picked up along the way probably never hit center, while the portions I had back then did hit center. It's a good thing souls are more fluid than organized religions make them out to be.

For those of you scared at this point for my life, don't be. This post is mainly here to mark the center.

The whole point of this exercise is to make good, better decisions along the way so I can pick up life long traits that are better than before. I just hope I can take them to the other side of the gate, I still haven't seen the other side. I'm sure it's beautiful.