I've been considering that maybe the soceity is evolving a bit from ice to boiling water. In the beginning America was called the melting pot of the world. I believe this to be true, after all we have brought everyone of all diversities together since the creation. Over time, we have overcome all sorts of obstacles that have come our way.

Well, like any melting pot, things tend to start boiling if left alone long enough.

I believe america is on it's way to boiling over. Part of what happens when water boils, is it gets further and further away from the other water molacules. Things get faster, less connected.

I think this is simular to america. Poeple are getting less and less connected. Take cell phones for example. I walk into a mall and I see all of these people with their cyborg blue tooth cell phone devices. In the past I'd talk to them and make conversation, but now I don't want to interupt someone who might be having a conversation with the plastic peice in their ear. Granted, they believe they are connected, but they are only connected to people they have already established connections with. This makes random connections much less likely than before.

To find a date, for example, folks goto bars or concerts or some other venue to established connections so that they can later communicate through their plastic peices. What about the guy in the grocery store that wants to make a 'love at first sight' connection... these fail, because this person is rude for attempting to establish a connection outside of the normal bounds... without following the rules for establishing connections.

Rules, exactly, that is the problem. People are forgetting more and more that life is more fluid than what rules define. Rules try to make you a square whenever you're a sphere.

Another area where people are becoming more detached and further away is with food. No longer do we see the source of our food. It's deliveried in sterile packaging with no notation of how it got there. We no longer make the connection between cow in field to burger on our plate.

Yesterday I found a screw head on the floor, like the magnetic ones you put into a screw driver so get flat or Phillips out of it. Anyhow, it was in the exact location as it was the other day when I put it up. I made a conscience effort the other day to put this screw head in it's righteous place b/c I found it in some clothes I was washing. I put this screw head up, there was no way it could have ended up from the cabinet to the floor again.

Well, also about 2 days ago I felt a warm fuzzy feeling come over me (not exactly warm fuzzy, I just dont know a better way to describe it). It was the same feeling I had the day I was in the hospital in 2004 and later found out it was the center of my soul's time line. Back then it was a razor blade that marked me being aware of the center. Soon after feeling that I was in the center certain redundancies appeared. I suppose that makes sense, I was in the center working my way in the other direction. It'd be natural to see other redundant things if that were to occur. The redundancies lasted for several months after reaching center. I had to get far enough away that I didn't recognize them anymore.

I realize now that I saw the redundancies for so long the first time because I wasn't making the right choices to get further away. So, the quicker these go away this go around, the better off I am. They do lead to some personally amusements though when I notice them.

I believe, no, I hope the same thing is occurring now. When reaching the center of ones time line (and realizing it) the opportunity arises to slush off the bad portions of your soul. As moving away from the center offers redundancies seen from the other, opposite, side. If I can realize when these occur, I can change my prior outcome by acting on them better. Other redundancies will occur that I have no control over, these artifacts will let me know where in the time line I stand, since I don't have a cosmic clock that tells me.

Guys, I don't know whats on the road ahead, but whatever it is. It's a good one.

I have this theory that the solid world that we can see or feel is made up of 3 dimensions. I don't believe anyone will attempt to disagree with me on that. The fourth dimension that people commonly have notice of is made up of time.

But, what about the other infinate amout of dimensions? I believe those are where emotions begin to build.

The more complex the emotion the more dimensional 'folds' exist. Love, I believe, is the most complex emotion that humans can possible have. The love of God, woman, man, whatever. This love emotion has the most folds of dimensions in it. The more dimensions, the more happier state the person feeling it becomes.

Wed 04 Oct 2006 06:40:43 PM CDT

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If I ever have the oppurtunity to, I would jump right past the event horizon and take the plunge into a black hole just to see what it feels like.